We’ve all heard preachers tell us we ought not to use the word “awesome” about anything but God. We ought not to be “in awe of” or “awe stricken by” anything but him. That’s because the accurate definition of awe is “reverent wonder, tinged with fear, inspired by deity.”
Nate had a strong reverence for God, but I don’t think I ever heard him use the word “awesome”, not in any sentence about anything or anyone. He wasn’t an emotionally expressive guy; he was a lawyer, and for lawyers, it’s all about facts.
What would it look like to “stand in awe” of someone or something? It might mean gazing with the mouth hanging open, trance-like, speechless, amazed, maybe followed by an immediate crumple to the ground, being overwhelmed. When does any of us look like that? If we ever do, what is it we’re looking at? And that’s the point. Not much in our experience can elicit that response.
Not much unless it would be a brush with deity. I felt a blip of awe today, and it was definitely linked with God, and also with Nate. I think often about both of them, dwelling near each other in paradise. My touch of awe was realizing that now Nate knows true awe.
He may never have used the word on earth, but surely he’s using it now on a frequent, if not constant, basis. He’s adoring, worshiping, possibly standing with his mouth hanging open and maybe falling in a heap after gazing at the only real definition of awesome, the Lord himself. And the minute I thought of it, I shouted, “Awesome!”
For having such a lofty definition, the word “awe” doesn’t sound very inspiring. It’s more like a random sound than a real word. “Awe” is only a hair away from “oh” or “ah” or “uh”, a few almost-words meaning next-to-nothing. A better word for “awe” might be “whamaz” or “bazang”, words with sparkle and flash. Or we could use supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
My thoughts wandered to Nate and the amazing life he’s now leading in the breathtaking presence of God. I’m wondering if heaven doesn’t have an entirely new word for awe, which led me to think about the language we’ll all speak there. Each of us will belong to the family of God, so surely we’ll understand one another. My guess is we’ll speak a language no one on earth knows.
Scripture says the citizens of heaven will come from every nation, tribe, people and tongue, but it doesn’t say we’ll actually speak our native tongues. But God is an expert at making old things new, or in this case maybe changing the newer languages back into the old original. Or maybe there will be a brand new language altogether. No classes or language labs will be necessary, since he’ll just plunk it into our brains, and we’ll know it. Personally, I hope it involves clicks and clucks, because then our conversation will sparkle like glitter on a greeting card.
Whatever the new word for “awesome” is, I know we’ll be using it constantly in reference to God. “I’m in awe! You are awesome! I’m awe struck! You’re awe inspiring!”
When Nate left his cancer-battered body and went to be with God, he was physically changed. We know that for sure, because we buried his physical body while the living part of him went elsewhere. And it’s no wonder he had to be changed. The continuous-awesome that is his new life would have overwhelmed him completely on earth.
We all have such wonder to look forward to, provided we believe in Jesus as our way to God the Father. Nate believed, and found the way there, and now Nate knows true awe. And that’s a lawyer-approved fact.
“A great multitude which no one could count, from every nation and all tribes and peoples and tongues, [stood] before the throne and before the Lamb… and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God.” (Revelation 7:9a, 11b)
That old hymn comes to mind…”Earth has nor sorrow that heaven cannot heal..” And surely one of our biggest sorrows here on earth is a lack of awe at the right things and too much awe over the wrong things. Isn’t it wonderful to imagine the unrestrained joy that inhabits our loved ones there and the willing, joyful and communal worship of the One whose presence makes where they are “heaven”…O that it could give more perspective for those of us left behind.
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I continue to be inspired by your daily words, my friend. Just returned from 3 weeks in Africa and read every one. God is Grand beyond our vocabulary, imaginations, and other worldly dreams! Love to you today.
I look forward to experience the truest kind of awe in the Lord forever!
My face hurts now that I’ve been grinning from ear to ear all morning at your very eloquent rationale for reserving the word awesome for what’s… awesome! That was a “Sha-zam” meditation, Margaret. 🙂
I’ve had to wean myself away from common use of the word since most of my day is spent with 14-17 year olds… funny to even think of Nate using it, say in a court of law.
Only an English major can spell supercalif…supercaliph…suppercale… dang. Mary Poppins would never be able to Twitter.
You’re very right about reaction to a brush with deity. Seems like every time someone in Scripture came up against it, they did two things… fell down like dead men, and stumbled for words. I Corinthians 2:9 says no eye has seen and no ear has heard all that God has prepared for us. So here’s the irony- as soon we think we can get our minds around heaven, put it in earthly words, we’ve already made it too small, too plain, too ordinary. Our eyes have never seen and our ears have never heard anything comparable to heaven. Philip Yancey likens some earthly brush with the eternal as a”rumor of another world.”
Even the Bible uses human words and human experiences to describe heaven. John, Ezekiel, Daniel, Isaiah… often used the word “like.” Heaven is like… and then they would use the only language they had at their disposal, completely inadequate to relate what they saw.
Paul, in 2 Corinthians 12, most likely speaking of himself, said he knew of a man caught up in Paradise, who heard inexpressible words, which a man is not permitted to speak. Was it Paul or someone else, a real experience in heaven or a vision? It doesn’t really matter. The point is as humans we don’t even have the capacity to understand or speak the way we will in heaven. Paul could not pen the words.
I think it’s pretty safe to say, it’s going to be awesome!
Much love,
Terry
P.S. Welcome back, Miriam.
Hey Rob,
Mrs. Nyman is a darn good writer, and the stuff she wrote about your friend, Nelson, is pretty inspiring, so I can see why you used the “A-word” to describe what you read. 🙂
Terry
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