Waiting

Today I spent nearly three hours standing in line at an office that was trying to service too many people. We waited in single file along the wall of a long, narrow corridor, hoping to be heard.

When I arrived, I asked another line-stander how long he’d been there. “Two hours so far,” he said.

The young student in front of me was a guy I’d seen 24 floors down at the lobby security check. I’d been ahead of him in that line, but somehow he’d gotten to the new line ahead of me. I berated myself for wasting 30 seconds finding the right elevator.

So we waited. A man with a cane (complaining loudly) was finally given a chair, but a second complainer was told to sit on the floor.

When a man arrived with a little girl Skylar’s age, I knew they’d never make it. She’d brought a pink back-pack full of activities, and he’d filled his pocket with candy. But after 90 minutes they’d run through their entertainment and gave up, ducking under the ribbon “fence” and heading home.

Although it was frustrating to wait in my poorly chosen shoes, the people-watching was fascinating. Each new arrival began by asking the official at the head of the line, “Where do I go to talk to someone about my problem?”

And to each person he’d say, “Get in line,” while pointing a finger in our direction. Mouths dropped open and objections were made. “I’ve got to get this done on my lunch hour!” (Chuckle, chuckle and another point to the end of the line.)

Or, “This is my day off. If I don’t get it done today, I’ll have to wait a whole week!” (Chuckle, point.)

When the clock inched toward closing time, the representative arrived to knock off most of the waiting line. “We won’t get to any of you people today,” she said, sweeping her hand over most of those waiting. Their groans rose up in unison.

I was third-to-last, grateful I could continue to wait. Sadly, at the end of the meeting, my advisor couldn’t help except to suggest several other offices with new lines to stand in.

Today’s waiting ordeal was a perfect picture of why we have trouble waiting on God. Just as the authorities wouldn’t let us even look into the room where we hoped to go, God doesn’t let us see our future or the details of how our prayers will be answered. And just as we had no idea how long our wait would be, the Lord doesn’t clue us into how long our troubles will last. And just as the office personnel had all the power today and we had none, God is sovereign over the events of our lives. And just as we grew uncomfortable as the hours passed, waiting for the Lord can become downright painful.

When the waiting ordeal was over and I finally got back to my car, I vented to Jack, who had been waiting, too. He wagged his tail as if to say, “Welcome to my world.”

“Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!” (Psalm 27:14)

 

4 thoughts on “Waiting

  1. That verse is one of my favorites! Waiting has been on my mind a lot lately. It’s so hard sometimes but it’s good to remember that God is God and has everything under control. Thanks for the reminder. 🙂

  2. Welcome to my world as well. Patience has certainly always been my challenge!
    Blessings, my friend.

  3. Thank you for this blog today, I learned another way of handling waiting today, instead of beeing impatient I will think about God’s ways, he is also very patient waiting for US. Bless you!!

  4. This is so timely…(love Jack’s mute wisdom!) Yesterday was one of those fun days where we got to practice the holy virtue of patience in an ER. Despite the military-like “hurry up and wait” attitude of those around us, once settled in to our cubby hole, the dramas unfolding minute by minute did provide some better-than-TV type of fascination. And my poor over-stressed mother was actually entertained when a not-so-patient 2 yr old gave vent to her frustration with lungfuls of healthy rage! Then when she ran out of steam, a weird calm settled over our little world just long enough to overhear some way too private conversations going on behind the wall-sheet next door. There were privacy notices tacked on every wall in admitting, but only a fool would think that a sheet would block the sound of voices 4 feet away! Since we couldn’t “do” anything but wait, we found that God had taken care of the being bored part. Every person had a story and every one is precious to Him. We do learn a lot by waiting. Yesterday we learned that we are part of the human “race”, which often gets stopped in its tracks!