Workin’ It

The other day Nelson took the middle seat out of his van and drove off in search of firewood. When he’s “in residence” he makes a beautiful fire every night, coaxing all of us toward the conversation circle in the living room.

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But cozy fires don’t come without a good deal of hard work first. Nelson has to find the wood, saw it into manageable chunks, load it into the van, unload it at our house, and then put some real man-power into splitting the pieces of stump with an old fashioned ax. Whack! Whack! Hundreds of times. When I ask if it hurts his back or neck, both of which have been injured in car accidents, he says, “I really love this kind of work.”

And I love that he loves it, because I could never haul or split wood like he does. The only effort I could make to gather logs would be to tear out a check from my checkbook. But it’s interesting that Nelson’s way of securing fireplace wood and mine are different not only in the physical effort expended but in depth of satisfaction, too.

Splitting wood

We’ve all heard the expression, “He who chops his own wood is twice warmed.” That refers to the heated work of chopping and splitting, followed by the warmth of the fire. But really there’s a third warming, the sense of accomplishment a man feels in bringing wood from forest to fireplace. It’s much like a gardener growing her own vegetables, harvesting them, and then serving them for dinner.

I think God has this same multi-tiered satisfaction in mind for us when we dig into his Word, looking for him. We go on a diligent search, not sure of exactly what we’ll find, but willing to make the effort. We work hard to read, study, and hear him correctly, and when he finally reveals his truth or himself, we experience the deep pleasure of those connections, and want to do it all over again.

Very few things of value come to us without a degree of diligence and (usually) struggle. We sometimes get disheartened along the way and lose momentum, even quitting altogether. But then we miss getting to the good stuff: the cozy fire, the delicious meal, the bond with God.

So we have a choice. We can let blood, sweat, or tears keep us from succeeding at our labors, or we can push through the discouraging moments (or hours) with diligence, counting on God to strengthen us to each task. And he will, whether it’s splitting wood, harvesting vegetables, or studying the Bible. And hopefully, as we’re “being warmed” by laboring in his Word,

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“As your days, so shall your strength be. There is none like God… who rides through the heavens to your help.” (Deuteronomy 33:25-26)

A Worthwhile Quest?

Our little Emerald just turned 3 months old, and like most babies, she’s sometimes frustrated by the short list of physical skills she possesses. Although she’s an easy baby, lately she’s demonstrated an eagerness to move on to the next thing.

Trying to sit, at 3 months

When she’s put down for a diaper change, she wriggles her limbs, coaxing them to get stronger. As she rests in the vibrating infant seat, she strains to raise her head in an effort to get upright. When we stand her up in our laps, her shaky legs do their best to stay straight. And she can’t wait to sit on her own.

That’s how it is with us humans, even with mini-humans. We seem always to be questing after what’s coming next. For children, that’s physical gains. For adults, it’s in the world of business, academia, parenting, or any other endeavor-of-the-moment.

Pursuing excellence with eagerness is a good thing, unless of course we’re doing it with improper motives, such as racing to outdo someone else or chasing success for money. And what if we’re running after that next thing just to get away from what we’re doing now? We have to be careful in thinking about our what’s-next. God asks us to seek balance, living somewhere between questing and contentment.

As a young mom I used to long for my baby’s next developmental stage. “Once he can sit up, he’ll be much happier. When she can finally crawl, she won’t be so fussy. After he learns to walk, he’ll have something to do.” I was doing too much questing at the cost of appreciating the here-and-now. The problem is, when we’re constantly reaching for the future, we’ve already checked out of the present. And right along with that, we’re tempted to believe the lie that everything is always better, just ahead of where we are.

Of course we should make sensible plans for tomorrow, but never at the expense of today. We’ve all heard the expression, “The best laid plans of mice and men often go astray.” That quote, buried in a 1785 poem by Robert Burns, was written after he plowed through a nest of mice and was bothered by the unwitting destruction he caused this “family.”

His actual quote was: “The best laid schemes of mice and men go often awry, and leave us nothing but grief and pain, for promised joy!” None of us know when our preparations and expected joy will be plowed through by unexpected happenstance, which is a biblical principle. And when we decide not to jump ahead of ourselves (or God), we’re released from the worry that usually accompanies over-planning.

Stop and Go

But when God gives the green light, that’s when we go with gusto. As for little Emerald, judging by the way she’s gusto-ing toward each next physical milestone, I’d say she’s already been given the green.

“Don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.” (Matthew 6:34)

Feeling the Sorry

A visit to the dentist is never first choice of how to spend an afternoon, but once in a while we all end up there. Today was a good-news-bad-news dental day for me.

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My newest crown, just over a year old, has been sitting on a tooth that had been root-canaled less than 2 years before. Recently it had started to wiggle, so rather than take my usual irresponsible approach to the dental chair, I made a preventative appointment to investigate. (Normally I’d have waited for that sticky-food moment when the crown would have come off on its own.)

My new Michigan dentist, Dr. Matt, is a pro. He’s worked wonders for my various tooth challenges since I began seeing him a year ago and gets no blame for my wiggly crown. But after removing it today and studying the situation, he delivered his good-news-bad-news speech. Actually it was more like bad-bad-good-news.

Bad #1: the bit of tooth left under the crown was crumbling. Bad #2: the remaining root needed to be pulled a.s.a.p. The good news: I’d never miss it.

Dr. Matt was right about all that. As he went after the root, it came out in 6 pieces, a testimony to its precarious condition. And when it was all over an hour later, he tilted his head to one side, looked me in the eye and said, “I’m sorry it turned out this way.”

Lots of situations fall under the heading, “SORRY-IT-TURNED-OUT-THIS-WAY.” Parents say it to children, wives say it to husbands, husbands to wives, and friends to friends. And it’s interesting how hearing those words mitigates our disappointment or sadness, at least a little. Although Dr. Matt couldn’t prevent me from losing my molar, his “I’m sorry” (and the commiserating it implied) helped.

It’s been said that the two most powerful words in the English language are “I’m sorry.” But it’s intriguing that if we say those words to ourselves (as in, “I’m feeling sorry for myself”), the effect is just the opposite. It not only doesn’t help, it seems to coax us deeper into distress.

This afternoon while nursing a sore jaw, I thought of how God’s plan for the New Heaven and New Earth will not include the powerful words, “I’m sorry.” They’ll no longer have any power, because they won’t be needed; no one will do (or forget to do) anything necessitating them. Every motivation will be pure, and the genuine desire of each person will be to please someone else.

But what about the empathetic “I’m sorry’s” like I received today? They won’t be needed either, since nothing negative is going to happen to anyone in our new world. And thankfully, that includes tooth extractions.

Tooth

It all sounds heavenly.

“In this all-out match against sin, others have suffered far worse than you, to say nothing of what Jesus went through…. So don’t feel sorry for yourselves.” (Hebrews 12:4-5)