Gotta have it!

AbundanceThis fall God has been exceedingly generous to the acorn-eating critters in our neighborhood. Though last year there was nary a one, this year it’s been a challenge to walk around the block without skidding out on the marble-like nuts.

With millions of acorns, you’d think the squirrels would be content to-the-max, toting as many as they can hold into their winter nests. But they’ve been after something else, too:

photopumpkins.

Maybe it’s the protein-veggie combo they like, but no pumpkin is safe from their efficient nibbling.

That is, until now.

Last week I finally figured out why one squirrel kept visiting our deck railing. Virtually every day he’d return, looking steadily at the 3 pumpkins atop our picnic table. I couldn’t understand why he didn’t help himself until one day when Mary and I watched together. “He could easily jump over there,” she said. “So why doesn’t he?”

Maybe, because the table is glass, he wasn’t sure it was solid enough to hold him. He tried climbing from below, coming within inches of his prize, but still couldn’t get there.

Almost

Once in a while in our human lives we chase after what seems to be “good fruit,” doing everything in our power to get it. Again and again circumstances keep us from our goal and we get irritated, wondering why we can’t connect with something so special. We might practice perseverance (knowing that’s a good thing) but still fail.

After that we may get angry at God for frustrating our efforts, knowing he could let us have what we wanted if he’d just make a few simple changes. We see our quest as beneficial, a blessing. Never once does it occur to us it might be otherwise. We don’t consider that the circumstances keeping us from our prize might be God-in-disguise, protecting us from disaster.

In our limited understanding, we often don’t see that what looks so good from a distance may lead straight to destruction. Scripture is dotted with examples: Adam and Eve, David and Bathsheba, Jonah, Samson, Judas, and many others. When they ignored God’s warnings and insisted on their own way, catastrophe followed.

So, if we’re going “nuts” trying to get to something we can’t, we might do well to look closely at all that will happen if we do get it. It’s possible we’ll find ourselves thanking God for keeping “success” at bay.

Still trying

As for our pumpkins, on November 27 I plan to carry them to the yard so our persevering squirrel can have his fill. After all, there’s nothing wrong with abundant vegetables on Thanksgiving Day.

“I pondered the direction of my life, and I turned to follow your laws. (Psalm 119:59)

Praying with Mary

  1. In going through memorabilia today, I’m aware of the strong spiritual heritage I have and am truly thankful.
  2. Our entire extended family will gather for Thanksgiving in Arkansas where daughter Julia’s family lives. Please pray for strength and energy sufficient to this wonderful time.

 

A Better Day

No life is without its sudden surprises, and all of us have had shocking news at one time or another. I vividly remember the moment Nate and I were told of the mass on his liver, which ultimately turned out to be pancreatic cancer.

On Tuesday of this week, Mary and her family received one of those knock-down punches when they learned that her cancer, held at bay for 8 months, had suddenly returned. It was an awful day, most of which was spent in clinical waiting rooms, testing areas, and doctor’s offices. But even after heading home, their misery continued, since they had to deliver the bad news to each of their 7 grown children.

Wednesday, however, was a better day.

The human heart wants to lean into hope, and Mary and Bervin have an abundance of it, since it’s always rooted in Jesus Christ. Tonight Mary said, “I’m feeling good right now, and sometimes I completely forget I have cancer. Then someone will say something about life after death, or I’ll get a thought about the fleeting nature of time, and I remember. I guess it takes a while for the full truth to set in.”

She continued. “Sometimes, when I’m thinking about my limited future, I wonder about the disease itself and what will happen when it takes over. But as soon as doubts and fears creep in, I go back to what I’m sure of: God’s promises. At that point I need to re-claim them, and may have to do it again and again.”

Mary says that when her thoughts get shaky, she asks herself a simple question. “What does the Bible say?” Then she reminds herself that if it’s in God’s Word, she believes it.

Feeling fineFor example, when the Lord says he’ll never leave her no matter what, she can depend on that. When it says his grace will be sufficient to her every need, she can stop being nervous about how bad it might get. When it says God is her sustainer, she knows he’ll carry her through anything that comes.

As she puts it, “I want to base my outlook on the facts, not the other way around.”

And the fact is, today was another very good day.

Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you. Isaiah 54:10

Praising and Praying with Mary

  1. Please pray that my situation would not cause anyone to have a heavy heart.
  2. Praise for a wonderful family that is surrounding me with love and care.

Heartbreaking News

God’s will is not always easy to accept, and today’s turn of events fits into that difficult category.

My sister Mary had a full body scan to check for any recurrence of pancreatic cancer, and tonight we learned the devastating truth: this vicious disease has returned and is now on her liver and in her lungs.

Doctors don’t recommend additional chemotherapy, since it would have to be so strong that its side effects would be nearly unbearable. Tonight Mary seems at peace with that. She said, “I just plan to make every single day count.”

It’s been a long, tearful day for all the Petersons. Mary admitted that her low point was having to communicate today’s findings to their 7 children and families because… “it’s awful to be the cause of your children’s suffering.”

Yesterday when she was at my house, we talked about today at length. She said, “The verse dominating my thoughts is Isaiah 26:3 – ‘Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace who’s mind is stayed on Thee.’

This is a watertight promise from God, and as she repeatedly claimed it last night, he gave her that peace in the form of a good night’s rest.

Now the Lord has given her a new verse, one that isn’t nearly as easy to own. True to herself and to her Lord, she said, “All of us, including your blog readers, prayed for God’s will, and today he answered our prayers by showing us what that was. I know he didn’t cause my cancer, but he has decided to allow it. Tonight his word to me is ‘Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice,’ so I’m going to try to do that.”

This was said through tears, but it was, indeed, said.

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“Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18)

Mary and BervinPraying with Mary, Bervin, and their Family:

  1. Pray for this difficult adjustment period to their sad news
  2. Pray for the grand- children, that their faith will grow, despite God not answering their prayers for their grandma as they’d hoped
  3. Pray for God’s peace to flood each heart, right in the middle of this heartbreaking news