Frosty Frosting

Today when we left church we were treated to an unusual sight: snow frozen in a mid-melt slide off the roof, fringed with icicles. I’ve tried to make cake frosting look exactly like that and know how difficult it is to make it stay. This mid-plummet freeze was truly beautiful.

Frosty Frosting

Later, I watched a short online video of something else that’s been frozen mid-tumble: the mighty Niagara Falls. Due to unprecedented sub-zero temps, the crashing water at the bottom has morphed into massive marshmallow-like sculptures of ice like never before.

Frozen falls.Our Creator keeps the whole world running, and most often he does it by way of his own natural laws. When it gets cold, water freezes. When the air warms, it melts. And sometimes I wonder if he looks at the dramatic effects of his seasonal extremes (like the frozen Niagara) and admires his handiwork.

Surely it brings him joy when we admire it.

Frozen falls..But we shouldn’t stop there. Looking at a frozen waterfall ought to prompt our admiration of not just what’s been created but of the One who created it. As we see photos of the falls, we ought to quickly breathe praise to God: “You’ve made a spectacular world, Lord! You are awesome!”

Without doubt this would please him.

Psalm 104 is a detailed description of God’s daily involvement in our physical world. The writer admires the way things grow, the behavior of wild animals, weather patterns, movements of the sun and moon, and God’s relationship to all of it.

Toward the end, after giving much thought to what’s been made, the psalmist writes, “May my meditation be pleasing to him, as I rejoice in the Lord.” (v. 34) He implies that thinking about what’s been created not only pleases God but wells up in his own heart as rejoicing.

And if we’re wondering what the Creator thinks about all this meditating and rejoicing over his world, the author writes, “May the Lord rejoice in his works.” (v. 31) So apparently He’s rejoicing, which means we should, too.

Freezing climbThis afternoon I enjoyed my virtual trip to Niagara Falls. Some people, though, want to do more than that. This month a professional ice climber named Will Gadd decided to be the first-ever to climb the ice-falls, and he carefully picked his way from bottom to top. I heard him marvel over the astounding beauty of his experience. He labeled it, “one of the highlights of my life.” Surely this brought a smile to the Creator.

As for me, I’m content just to praise the One whose natural laws formed the frosty frosting sliding over the edge of our church roof.

“How many are your works, Lord! In wisdom you made them all.” (Psalm 104:24)

 

Mary views the future.

In the last three days we’ve heard from Mary as she’s thought about cancer’s effects and God’s counter-effects. Today she addresses you, blog reader, with a desire to encourage:

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It will never cease to amaze me that so many people have offered to pray for me and are continuing to pray. Some of them I don’t even know. Maybe this incredible gift has come because both you and I are members of the same family: God’s family. Though we may not know each other in this world, we’re going to be close siblings in the next, and that’s a lovely thought.

 Meanwhile, for you I’m praying, “Grace, mercy and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Lord.” (1 Timothy 1:2) Though I don’t know your specific needs, I do know that these amazing gifts (grace, mercy, and peace) are always welcome and beneficial.

Mary and Anders (2 months)As for me, please pray that any and every decision I’ll need to make in the days ahead will be made in God’s wisdom and by his leadership. It’s possible I’ll be asked to join a medical study with other pancreatic patients or to undergo a new series of chemo treatments stronger than the ones I’ve already had. The doctor may request further testing or specific scan dates. My loved ones might present alternative treatment plans to help me. If together you and I seek God first, he’ll let me know which choice is best in every case.

For now, I’m content to lead a “normal” life for as long as I can. I’ll let you know through this blog when symptoms of my cancer appear or when any other significant development occurs. Thank you for standing with me during this past year; my heart is bursting with gratitude!

The future may bring new lows and new fears to fight. But God’s Word tells me that no matter how cancer mounts its attack, the Lord will be right next to me, ready with a spiritual (and sometimes physical) counter-attack. And no matter what happens, I know without doubt he’ll continue to bring good from even the darkest of days.

“We exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.” (Romans 5:3-5)

P.S. The baby I’m holding in the picture is our little Anders, the one born prematurely who had to spend 3 weeks in the NICU. I’m delighted to report that at 2 months old, he is thriving!

Mary’s Thoughts on Fear

The last couple of days we’ve been listening to a patient’s view of living with deadly cancer. Tonight Mary shares what works for her in fending off fear:

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Whenever fear creeps into my thoughts, I know it hasn’t come from God. The Bible flat-out says, “God has not given us the spirit of fear.” (2 Timothy 1:7) So if it doesn’t come from him, it’s coming from my enemy, Satan. Because of that, I need to quickly reject it, making sure fear doesn’t take hold of me. The honest truth, though, is that I’ve had to struggle hard against it.

One fear that’s assaulted me multiple times this year centers around my grandchildren. When they first heard I had cancer, they began praying God would heal me. So my concern is that after I die, these trusting children might be angry with God for not answering their prayers, and turn against him.

With ten grandsRight now they’re praying in the no-holds-barred way children do, which is why I worry. After I’m gone, I envision them asking, “If God loves me, why did he let my grandma die?” I want them all to love him no matter what happens with me, but that isn’t always easy for a child. Though I know I can’t control their lives, I have to fight fear over this issue.

I have to repeatedly remember that their relationships with the Lord are in his capable hands. My continual prayer is for their faith to hold and even somehow grow as a result of my death. I’m thankful for God’s reminder that he’s caring for them now and will care for them then, especially where faith issues are concerned.

One day a while back, our daughter Julia gave me a plaque that sits on my kitchen counter. It simply says, “Trust in the Lord.” God has used that short message to bring me back to reality many times by dispelling fear. Of course I don’t want to leave my grandchildren any time soon, but that decision isn’t up to me.

Trust in the Lord

The most effective antidote to fear is Scripture. It has the power to settle me and show me what’s true and what isn’t. God’s Word is an anchor that holds when storms come, because it has a power no other book has. It’s alive and active. It acts toward me in a way nothing else can, pointing me to the Lord and reminding me I’m not alone in my anxiety. He’s there battling the enemy alongside me, and his Word is a weapon against fear that never fails.

I don’t know how I could manage without the Lord accompanying me through this cancer. There isn’t a day that I don’t sense his closeness, and I’ll never stop thanking him for it. He has promised to be my ever-ready help whenever I need him and guarantees that my future is secure with him in heaven.

[ Tomorrow Mary will talk about you, blog readers. ]

“Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act.” (Psalm 37:5)